What happens when...

You have a label maker, a BF who seems to like showing his affection for me & Sensitive skin?

THIS!

*sigh*
So Ive been holding out on writing about Mr. 25 for a while now because I kind of wanted to see where it would go, if he was worthy of a blog post & quite frankly if I could stand him for more then 5 dates....

Well its been almost 2 months since we met and I think its time....

Not only has he lasted WAY past my usual 5 (or less) date cut off, I actually look forward to seeing him each and every time... this is the way it should be no?

Ive been single for 2 years now and although as you all have read Ive been on many dates there's something special about this one. I had actually given up on finding anyone who would catch my interest... everyone told me it would happen when I wasn't expecting it and I never believed them but trust me when I say I wasn't expecting this at all!

He makes me laugh, feel incredibly beautiful and feel like I'm something special... which to him I guess I am :)

I don't know what the future holds but I do know what I feel right now.... and that's Happy with a capital H!

Oh and for the first time in 2 years I am no longer single! And guess what??? It doesn't scare me!
*big smiles*

I should shut up now.... hehe

Stay Pretty ;)

Good Monday Morning!

Is today a good day?

Not a bad one for me I gotta say!

I had quite the productive busy weekend...

Fridays date with Mr.25 went really well... However I am taking this one date by date...

Saturday the DrunkBQ wasnt such a drunk one for me... Due to a mix up I had to drive and so no drunkenness for me.. Oh and we never made it to the bar because well.... Rockband got turned on and although I vowed I would never play that game.... I ended up singing to No doubt and Alanis.
ONLY because the music was so loud and no one could hear us (I made my gf sing with me). That and the fact that one of the guys got 0% on the guitar and I figured we couldn't do worse than 0%....
We ended up with 77% for the first song and like 50% for the second lol.

Sunday was my big photoshoot. I had 3 models, 2 female and 1 male, a photographer and a hair stylist and her assistant all at my condo for the shoot. I managed to snap these pics but none of the male model yet so Ill just have to wait for the professional pics to come in.

We spent about 6 hours on the shoot and took well over 1000 pics. I'm super excited but here are some teaser pics that I took with my camera and my crackberry.

Stylist & Makeup Artist: Moi ;) Far
Models: Narges & Mira









Stay Pretty ;)

So YES this is an American Idol spoiler so look away now if you still have it pvr'd and don't want to know :P
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OK WTF?!!!
Adam baby I don't care if you lost... or quite frankly that you're gay I still want to marry you! Or at least mate with you....er... anyway I have to say this was the biggest upset Ive ever witnessed on Idol... but then again I rarely watch the show, except this year I tuned in to see Adam.... *drool*

The good news.... He was respectful, sweet, funny, chatty, a gentleman & cute.... oh and he was wide awake the entire date!

The bad news..... He talks a lot when hes nervous & I'm sure now that I will end up corrupting his shy innocent self and I'm not sure if I'm ready for that responsibility...

Oh and hes pretty deep.... well deep enough for a second date! And I know this because when I held his hand (if I waited for him it would have never happened and I knew he wanted to anyway, yes im this bold :p) I caught him looking at our hands together a lot... like in an awww kinda way... or maybe it was an OMG I cant believe we are holding hands look, I don't know but it was something....

It was very cute but kinda scared me a little bit. I mean I dont know where I'm going with this. I have commitment issues. I don't want to break his 25 year old innocent shy heart..

Oye what to do...

I don't know if I'm ready for what I think hes wanting from me... Do I continue to see him (a really great guy) again knowing hes deeper than I? Or do I back away slowly and put him in the pile of men who are just probably a little to "good guy" for me...

Wait don't I want a "good guy"? Oh man ...... I'm so confused....

Alright ppl help me out...

AND he just msg'd me something sweet as I'm writing about him... of course!!

Stay Pretty ;)

No its not my birthday, nor is this post about sex but it is about Birthday Sex by Jeremih???

Am I the only one who likes this song and thinks its catchy??
What do you think?? Not a good video but just listen....


So Mr.Crab Im'd me on msn yesterday and I asked him if he had heard this song... he said no so I sent him the link and his response was "meh".... This coming from a man who was so hyped about sending me a Colbie Caillat track....

A 33 yr old straight man who thinks Colbie is the shit... and falls asleep in movies on first dates....

THIS is who likes me!! wow... Just shoot me!

Stay Pretty ;)

Dear peeps,

I would like to thank you all for the kind words on Fridays post. I was and still am going through a very trying time in my personal family life and your comments, emails and messages really helped me feel loved.

I know some of you may want to know how my weekend went besides all the drama so why don't I share.

Although I was feeling quite down Friday I talked to my mommy and she told me not to cancel my plans for the weekend and to just go out and have fun. As you know I had a date planed with Mr. Crab for that night and decided that I should go and make the most of it.

He picked me up and we headed out for sushi at one of my favorite places. Dinner went well, conversation was ok.. I wouldn't say flowing but not bad either. He had an issue with eye contact that irritated me but I chocked it up to nerves and let it go.

He asked me at dinner if I was still up for seeing a movie and I said sure. We decided on Star Trek (which btw was awesome!! Even if you are like me and have never watched an episode of that show in your life...) We sit down and its packed not a single seat left. He turns to me and says "if I fall asleep wake me up".... ooooh kay...

Movie starts, the first half hour was fine... then at one point I look over and the man is fully sleeping. I giggled to myself and nudged him... he smiles and says sorry... we go back to watching...

10 minutes later his eyes are closed hes in a comfy position and his head is starting to slide. Do I wake him up again? He did tell me to not let him sleep... I nudge him again and say " do you want to watch or sleep, if you want to sleep I wont wake you up"... " no no I want to watch I'm SO sorry I'm awake now".....

I think you can see where this is going..... 5 mins later he was fast asleep and I didn't bother waking him up.

The man slept for 50% of our god damn date!!!

He woke up at the end and said "oh I guess I missed most of that huh" ... Uh YEAH!

He dropped me home and I pretty much said peace out and got outta the car... In my head I was thinking what a freakin waste of time that was and that he probably wasn't interested only as I left the car he said sorry again and said he had a really nice time... the next day he text me and wanted to know how my day was... if he wasn't interested why make contact? He msn'd me last night too...

I haven't been acting interested at all, Im kinda turned off to be honest.... If you know you fall asleep in movie why on earth would you take someone to one on a first date??!

Moron!

As for my date with Mr.25 on Sunday... I canceled... I wanted to see him but was kinda overwhelmed with all the stuff going on personally as well as my retarded date on Friday. We did end up talking yesterday for hours and I have to say he was SO understanding and supportive of my situation (the personal one not the bad date, he didn't know about that).

I may see him Wednesday and I'm actually looking forward to it!
Kinda goes to show you that 33 or 25.. I guess age doesn't really matter... at least the 25 yr old didn't fall asleep on our first date!!!

Stay Pretty ;)

Ok so you all remember my 25 year old boy dilemma right? Well he asked me out again and while I'm pretty sure we have our differences and that I don't wanna corrupt him despite Brian in Mpls urges to do so! Anyway so I decided to go and see how I feel after... So Sunday we are seeing a movie... any suggestions as to which one?

I have also recently met a 33 year old who we shall call Mr. Crab cuz hes a cancer... We have been talking more recently and he asked me out for dinner... SO Friday night Ill be having dinner and maybe ice cream with Mr. Crab. He seems more suitable for me but who knows...

Truthfully as much as I want to be in a relationship there is a huge part of me that's scared to commit again. Ive technically been "single" for almost 2 years and while Ive gone on multiple dates I just haven't found anyone worth committing to... maybe I never will...

One thing I do know is that I'm SO not the cat lady type!

This is going to be one interesting weekend!

This weekend is the first semi-relaxing weekend Ive had in a very long time.

Friday I went downtown to meet up with my girl for dinner and to discuss an event we want to throw in June. Its a singles event with a twist.... I'm more looking forward to extending my social circle than meeting someone to be honest but we shall see.

Saturday I ventured out to a part of downtown Toronto called Kensington Market. I tweeted about this and posted a bunch of random pics from my day out... Follow me on Twitter to see em..
At night my plans go canceled so I just went for a quick coffee with a friend and then came home and hung out by my lonesome :)

Sunday I met my high school crew for brunch and then went to go see my gf who recently got engaged in Amsterdam.... was home by 7ish and spent the night watching youtube tutorial videos lol...

Exciting huh?!

Oh I did end up texting the ex and he text me back, we exchanged about 3-4 pleasant msgs and that was that.... I feel good about this...

I have cut communication with the 25 year old a lot but not entirely.... hes such a nice guy I just don't know what to think of this situation really I don't know if I want to date him seriously and I don't want to corrupt him either lol... ugh.. Ah well what to do?!

Stay Pretty ;)

So Mr Pisser text me twice this weekend.. seems like the more I ignore him the more persistent he gets... DUDE you asked a stranger to touch my boobs AND pissed in an alley twice on our first date... Ive been ignoring you since that frightful night in Sept but yet somewhere in that pee brain of yours you still think im going to magically text you back with "hey you i miss you lets hang out"?.. and you're a pilot? Who allows you to fly their plane? Note to self do NOT fly his airline!

In other news I was dragged to see Twilight this weekend... I haven't read the books, don't really know the story and really didn't want to jump on the band wagon BUT... I was forced to see it and I must say I REALLY want to meet a vampire now lol... I mean vampires have always fascinated me to no end but Mr Edward Cullen takes it to a WHOLE different level! I totally want to read the books now... On the other hand another friend of mine who was totally obsessed with the book went to see it as well and wasn't too impressed. Maybe I just enjoyed it because I had no expectations.. either way me likey!

Saturday night I went out for 2 birthdays. One was dinner and a Second City show which was hilarious and the other was out at the Drake Hotel Lounge/club. So after second city I headed over to my girls place and she took me up to the 20th floor where the birthday girl was having a few friends over at her place for drinks and snacks. I enter a room full of ppl I didn't know only to be greeted by the tipsy birthday girl. She then proceeded to tell the entire room how gorgeous she thought I was and went around the room asking everyone if they agreed... OK AWKWARD lol... This never happens to me and being put on the spot like that really embarrassed me for a second although there was a small part of me that loved the fact that it was coming from a girl because I felt it was genuine. My girl later told me that she thought her gf had a girl crush on me... cute.. Hey at this point ill take it!

The party was amazing the Drake had some serious old school jams spinning and after my post the other day I was SO in the mood to hear all of it!

Ok but back to the Mr Pisser situation... what do I do? Should I text him back with something or just leave it and hope he stops??.. argh

Stay Pretty ;)

It appears that my constant sarcasm, rudeness and ignoring is no match for the all mighty Mr. Pisser as he continues to think he stands even the slightest chance with me after asking total strangers to touch my no zones!
I received a text 2 nights ago from him saying "what are you saying?".... see not only did it make me think WOW even ignoring this boy isn't working but the words he chose to use annoyed me for some reason...

I mean I would have must rather preferred "what you sayin?" or "what are you doing?" or "yo shorty whats the good word" or something but "what are you saying?" just seems.... well it just doesn't flow right... a little too structured. I dunno maybe he just annoys me in general so everything he does in turn annoys the shit outta me... needless to say I didn't respond and although I'm hoping he finally takes a hint I have a feeling Mr Pisser will continue to piss on my parade every now and then!

Anyway as I was driving to work I saw a sign for Xmas Wine... what the heck is xmas wine? Is it bottled by elves? Is it blessed by Santa? Are there tiny candy cane pieces in it? (that could be yum)... I mean why call it xmas wine.. You know what I would love to see... Halloween wine, Valentines wine, St Patricks day wine, Hanukkah wine, Eid wine... err ok forget the last one its too taboo...
But come on tell me you ladies wouldn't run out to buy Valentines wine just because the bottle had little tiny cute hearts on it?!!


And guys you know you would be curious about Green Wine ;) Any excuse to drink green liquids right?!



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Ok Ill admit it... I dated a funny walker!!.... for an entire year too.. We shall call him Mr. Souvlaki

The only way to describe Mr.Souvlaki's walk would be to say it was almost like he had a pickle up his bum and was always dressed in invisible tight leather chaps!

I met him at a lounge. It was dark, I was tipsy and I wasn't really paying too much attention to him because his friend was following me around like a mosquito so I didn't notice the "walk". I must have noticed it on our first date (it was so long ago I don't remember but really how could I not right?) but he was sweet and interesting and we sat most of the date anyway so when he asked to see me again I agreed to a second date. Date 2 lead to 3...10...50 etc.. fast forward about 10 months, a bunch of lies (on his part), excuses and arguments and I was no longer blind. The "walk" stood out more... it became embarrassing and truth be told it added to my already fading feelings for Mr Souvlaki.

I ended things a few months after and we remained civil. I saw him a few times in the following year after the break up for coffee or a drink and each time I left I shuddered a little to think I was actually his gf for so long.

The worst part is when I mentioned it after the break up to my girls they all let out a massive sigh of relief and I knew exactly what that meant.... They could finally talk about it. They could finally ask me how it never bothered me or why the heck he walked like that to begin with. The only answer I could ever come up with was I don't know... I guess the saying love is blind is true... what about likes though? Im not so convinced I was ever in love with him...

Have you ever been blinded by love or likes?? What did you overlook then that makes you want to gag now??

Stay Pretty ;)

Good Monday morning :)
Ok so im super tired this morning from a weekend of good times :)

I met my new boyfriend sat night *sigh*... my friend smurfette brought out her cousin who's visiting from Korea. It was his last night in Canada and so he wanted to come out partying with us.. His name escapes me right now... actually I dont think I ever got to his name when being introduced cuz I was blinded by loooove :).. ok maybe not love but his baby face, sweet smile and seductive eyes..

As we all got into the cab to head from the hotel to the club I positioned myself to sit beside him, then I decided that it would be a good idea to lay some of my smooth pick up lines on him right then and there so I looked at him and said "So how do you like Canada? Cuz Canada LIKES you!" Followed it with a wink and waited for a response... he smiled and blushed and then smurfette says "Far likes you hehehe" ... Then he said "well I like Far" to which I excitedly said "Far REALLY likes you"... I know what youre all thinking....GOD she's soooo smooth! Im the quen of cheese whiz trust me lol...

I was then informed that he had a gf back in Korea by my girl.. to which I responded "Hey different hoe's in different area codes!" lol.. I was kidding of course he was just pretty to look at im no home wrecker... He is a hot Korean boxer though... MMmm

Our love affair was over as soon as I got to the club as I was pulled left and right by the large group of people we knew there... I didnt see my Korean bf until the end of the night back at the hotel where he said goodbye and left for the airport. Byebye Mr Korea until we meet again....

While I was off on the dance floor somewhere my friends started dancing with this lil blond guy. I was informed that he was gay which is why they were so comfy with him. He grabbed my hand pulled me in front of him and started dancing.... It was jokes until...... until he touched my no zone :( I threw his hands off me, ran into my group of friends yelling "he touched my NO ZONE, he touched my no zone" with a big sad face.... yes I had had a few drinks so of course this gave them a good chuckle for about 10 minutes while I stood there wishing I could curl up in a ball under a hot shower, rocking back and forth while telling myself that it wasn't my fault....

The fact that he was gay didn't make it any better as you may think it would... NO one touches any of my no zones without MY green light first. I don't know why people think that they can just grab at will or give other ppl permission to touch me... Do I have a sign on my forehead that says "incapable of giving you the green light myself so please feel free to feel or ask others if they would like to feel"?.... I should just walk around in a sumo wrestling blow up suit..that way no one can get within 5 feet of me and even if they do they will be bounced back to the boundary line lol...

Overall I had a blast Saturday night......well until I woke up the next morning in the hotel said good morning to the girls, looked down and saw this tucked in that little space between our bed and the night stand.....



UmmmmMMMm........... ew much!


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