The good news.... He was respectful, sweet, funny, chatty, a gentleman & cute.... oh and he was wide awake the entire date!

The bad news..... He talks a lot when hes nervous & I'm sure now that I will end up corrupting his shy innocent self and I'm not sure if I'm ready for that responsibility...

Oh and hes pretty deep.... well deep enough for a second date! And I know this because when I held his hand (if I waited for him it would have never happened and I knew he wanted to anyway, yes im this bold :p) I caught him looking at our hands together a lot... like in an awww kinda way... or maybe it was an OMG I cant believe we are holding hands look, I don't know but it was something....

It was very cute but kinda scared me a little bit. I mean I dont know where I'm going with this. I have commitment issues. I don't want to break his 25 year old innocent shy heart..

Oye what to do...

I don't know if I'm ready for what I think hes wanting from me... Do I continue to see him (a really great guy) again knowing hes deeper than I? Or do I back away slowly and put him in the pile of men who are just probably a little to "good guy" for me...

Wait don't I want a "good guy"? Oh man ...... I'm so confused....

Alright ppl help me out...

AND he just msg'd me something sweet as I'm writing about him... of course!!

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Me & Mr.25 have our second date tonight... movies.... hopefully he won't fall asleep!!!
Check tomorrow for the deets!

In other news.... I had forgotten just how amazing Etsy.com was!
The fact that they accept paypal is awesome cuz I have zero cash flow right now...
Check out my yummy purchase..

PINK SUGAR COCONUT CREAM Deluxe Detangler Body and Shine Conditioner

Pink Sugar COCONUT CREAM ALL NATURAL SHEA BUTTER SOAP and BODY FROSTING

First of all I heart Pink Sugar by Aqualina its one of my fav scents so I'm excited about these bath products, second all these items are vegan friendly!

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No its not my birthday, nor is this post about sex but it is about Birthday Sex by Jeremih???

Am I the only one who likes this song and thinks its catchy??
What do you think?? Not a good video but just listen....


So Mr.Crab Im'd me on msn yesterday and I asked him if he had heard this song... he said no so I sent him the link and his response was "meh".... This coming from a man who was so hyped about sending me a Colbie Caillat track....

A 33 yr old straight man who thinks Colbie is the shit... and falls asleep in movies on first dates....

THIS is who likes me!! wow... Just shoot me!

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Dear peeps,

I would like to thank you all for the kind words on Fridays post. I was and still am going through a very trying time in my personal family life and your comments, emails and messages really helped me feel loved.

I know some of you may want to know how my weekend went besides all the drama so why don't I share.

Although I was feeling quite down Friday I talked to my mommy and she told me not to cancel my plans for the weekend and to just go out and have fun. As you know I had a date planed with Mr. Crab for that night and decided that I should go and make the most of it.

He picked me up and we headed out for sushi at one of my favorite places. Dinner went well, conversation was ok.. I wouldn't say flowing but not bad either. He had an issue with eye contact that irritated me but I chocked it up to nerves and let it go.

He asked me at dinner if I was still up for seeing a movie and I said sure. We decided on Star Trek (which btw was awesome!! Even if you are like me and have never watched an episode of that show in your life...) We sit down and its packed not a single seat left. He turns to me and says "if I fall asleep wake me up".... ooooh kay...

Movie starts, the first half hour was fine... then at one point I look over and the man is fully sleeping. I giggled to myself and nudged him... he smiles and says sorry... we go back to watching...

10 minutes later his eyes are closed hes in a comfy position and his head is starting to slide. Do I wake him up again? He did tell me to not let him sleep... I nudge him again and say " do you want to watch or sleep, if you want to sleep I wont wake you up"... " no no I want to watch I'm SO sorry I'm awake now".....

I think you can see where this is going..... 5 mins later he was fast asleep and I didn't bother waking him up.

The man slept for 50% of our god damn date!!!

He woke up at the end and said "oh I guess I missed most of that huh" ... Uh YEAH!

He dropped me home and I pretty much said peace out and got outta the car... In my head I was thinking what a freakin waste of time that was and that he probably wasn't interested only as I left the car he said sorry again and said he had a really nice time... the next day he text me and wanted to know how my day was... if he wasn't interested why make contact? He msn'd me last night too...

I haven't been acting interested at all, Im kinda turned off to be honest.... If you know you fall asleep in movie why on earth would you take someone to one on a first date??!

Moron!

As for my date with Mr.25 on Sunday... I canceled... I wanted to see him but was kinda overwhelmed with all the stuff going on personally as well as my retarded date on Friday. We did end up talking yesterday for hours and I have to say he was SO understanding and supportive of my situation (the personal one not the bad date, he didn't know about that).

I may see him Wednesday and I'm actually looking forward to it!
Kinda goes to show you that 33 or 25.. I guess age doesn't really matter... at least the 25 yr old didn't fall asleep on our first date!!!

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Ok so me and my girl are going to be hosting a singles event with a twist.

Each "single" who comes has to bring another single friend of the opposite sex to the party.
This ensures an even amount of men and woman and kinda makes it easier in terms of not being there alone...

Its going to be 25 and older event and it will be held at a lounge downtown with about 80 guests, 40 men and 40 women.. this way the singles will have time to mingle before the lounge opens and the dj starts...

What do you guys think? Would you go to an event like this?
If there are any singles in the Toronto area email me if you're interested in joining us :)

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Ok so you all remember my 25 year old boy dilemma right? Well he asked me out again and while I'm pretty sure we have our differences and that I don't wanna corrupt him despite Brian in Mpls urges to do so! Anyway so I decided to go and see how I feel after... So Sunday we are seeing a movie... any suggestions as to which one?

I have also recently met a 33 year old who we shall call Mr. Crab cuz hes a cancer... We have been talking more recently and he asked me out for dinner... SO Friday night Ill be having dinner and maybe ice cream with Mr. Crab. He seems more suitable for me but who knows...

Truthfully as much as I want to be in a relationship there is a huge part of me that's scared to commit again. Ive technically been "single" for almost 2 years and while Ive gone on multiple dates I just haven't found anyone worth committing to... maybe I never will...

One thing I do know is that I'm SO not the cat lady type!

This is going to be one interesting weekend!

My brother and sister in-law were in China and Taiwan over the last 2 weeks for business and to see her family and friends. They brought me back some goodies check it out..

This weekend is the first semi-relaxing weekend Ive had in a very long time.

Friday I went downtown to meet up with my girl for dinner and to discuss an event we want to throw in June. Its a singles event with a twist.... I'm more looking forward to extending my social circle than meeting someone to be honest but we shall see.

Saturday I ventured out to a part of downtown Toronto called Kensington Market. I tweeted about this and posted a bunch of random pics from my day out... Follow me on Twitter to see em..
At night my plans go canceled so I just went for a quick coffee with a friend and then came home and hung out by my lonesome :)

Sunday I met my high school crew for brunch and then went to go see my gf who recently got engaged in Amsterdam.... was home by 7ish and spent the night watching youtube tutorial videos lol...

Exciting huh?!

Oh I did end up texting the ex and he text me back, we exchanged about 3-4 pleasant msgs and that was that.... I feel good about this...

I have cut communication with the 25 year old a lot but not entirely.... hes such a nice guy I just don't know what to think of this situation really I don't know if I want to date him seriously and I don't want to corrupt him either lol... ugh.. Ah well what to do?!

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Thank you all for your comments on yesterdays post. After having a few more conversations with mr "5 years" (younger btw) I think Ive realized that while he seems mature and on the same page as me or so hes says I just don't think hes aggressive enough for me. Maybe it has to do with his age, maybe it doesn't but I know what I'm looking for and what type of relationship I need.

Also the fact that I think I would totally corrupt him doesn't sit well with me!

He just seems so innocent and well, inexperienced. I'm not talking #'s I just mean situation wise... I feel like Ive been through way more than him and in turn handle things different.

I need someone who knows what he wants and isn't intimidated by me or what I want. Apparently Ive been told by my gf that I'm intimidating to men because I'm independent..... BAH I don't buy that!!

Now... how to let Mr 5yrs down easy...

In other news... Today is my ex's bday. The ex who I broke up with nearly 2 years ago... my last serious bf (wow its been 2 freakin years)... We don't talk anymore after his 1 full year attempt at getting me back and F'n that up too, but he did send me a nice text for my birthday in Jan.

A call isn't required right?? I mean a nice friendly "hey happy birthday have a good one" text is ok right?

Ugh I hate this part... I feel like I'm opening up closed doors... but I guess its the nice/mature thing to do so FINE!

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